Friday, July 13, 2012

A day at the river

This summer has been filled with such twists and turns.  So many things that I just didn't foresee.  Its been a much harder time than I could have imagined and I'm thankful I didn't know that this lay ahead.  Early in May as we were heading into warmer days I pondered how we would spend our time.  I've been reminded afresh that my time is really in God's hands and not my own.

This past week has been filled with yet more challenges.  Some of it is too much to share because its not fully my story to tell.  I will come back to it though because I do believe that there is comfort in the prayers of others and also in knowing you aren't alone in trials.  For now though, I'm thinking back.  Because even in the midst of the challenges, we have also had many sweet moments.  I'm exceedingly grateful for those!

The river was something Christopher mentioned as I discussed our summer plans.  One of my friends has a summer "bucket list" of fun things that her children wanted to do.  I really liked that idea and wanted to do that with my family.  We started making our list.  Since our days with Christopher are few, I wanted to hit one on his list first.

We headed out on a beautiful day with our family and two of Christopher's friends from State.  What fun to have them join our family.  I've really enjoyed getting to know his friends.  I love how easy it has been to add them in with our family.  He has great friends.  I'm so very thankful for the blessing of friendship and love seeing him developing wonderful ones.

Even though it was a holiday, it wasn't too crowded and the weather was just perfect.  (It was Memorial Day and not the 4th in case anyone is wondering.)

As we walk through life, there is much that is out of our control.  Yet we still go forward along the path that is ours.

Sometimes the path leads us to beautiful peaceful places.  


Sometimes we just can't see what is ahead.  I'm glad for that though.  I know God gives us grace and strength to handle challenges as we walk through them - not before we walk through them, but in the midst of it.  It doesn't mean that this makes the challenges easy - not at all!  It means though that we aren't alone.  We have hope.
It is also such a blessing to have family and friends to join you on the paths.  To walk with you with times are hard and heavy and also when they are light and fun.
This day was one of those light days.  Sunshine.  Laughter.
The day was fun and yet slow and easy.  No rush to go or to do or to be anywhere.  I think more of our days should be just like this one!
When my pace is slow, it is easier to reflect, to notice God's handiwork and to just enjoy all that is around me.
People.  Really life is made up of times with people.  I want to be a person that is a blessing whether the time with someone is short or long.  Days or years.
Just looking at these pictures makes me smile.  It brings back the memories of sweet times even in the midst of hard ones.  Its a reminder of good times past and a looking forward of those times to come too.
Who can resist smiling at this sweet face?  Can't you just see the happiness?
Really all of these faces make me smile.  I thank God for the many blessings He has poured out in my life.  

Climbing rocks and building dams


Splashing in the water.
Taking walks through the woods.
Together for a picnic lunch.  Then off to play and explore some more.
For those that are local, this is Few's Ford on the Eno.  A really fun place!

I love pictures like this.  Just reminds me of so much.  To slow down and enjoy.  Even when things are swirling around you - in your control or out of it.  Take time to enjoy.  Especially the people.  Enjoy those around you that you love.  Time sometimes seems in abundance and then one day you wake up and find it just moves so quickly.

Things change.  And even sometimes when I wish I could go backward to an easier time and an easier pace, I have to stop.  And remind myself to be thankful for today.  God has blessed me today with so many gifts and I want to enjoy them fully.  Today.
Sometimes it is looking for the blessings in the little things.  In unusual places or circumstances.  I know when I look or rather pay attention, that I see them.
In other ways the blessings are abundantly obvious.  Staring me in the face.
At this point in my life, I find that I'm looking forward and looking backward, but mostly just trying to enjoy the present.  It is a gift to be enjoyed.
Mostly, I need reminders to keep my focus on God.  To look at Him and not to dwell on my path, but rather to concentrate on Him.
What are you thankful for today?

I'm thankful for so many things - family, friends, freedom and much more.  My heart is full.  I hope yours is too!

With love
Leslie

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Happy 4th of July!

I've taken a long blog break.  Its been over a month.  We have walked through a lot in the last couple of months.  Some of it fun and delightful, relaxing and sweet.  Some of it frightening and heavy.  In the midst of trials and joys, life still just keeps going on.  I know that some of you will understand that - how when your own world seems stopped and all around you continue on.

I'll probably spend some time trying to play catch-up over what I've wanted to share the last few months, but will probably skip things too.

For now, I'll just share yesterday.  Fourth of July.



As we prepare for our days, I sometimes wonder am I doing enough to prepare my heart.







This has long been one of my favorite holidays.  Some of it for what it represents.

Freedom.





Sacrifice.


Independence.

And also because of what the day has been for my family.  It has long been a holiday where my family all gathered.  I have pictures from this holiday when Christopher was just a little 2yo.  It has been a sweet family tradition to go to the mountains where the days are cooler and spend time celebrating together.

This year though, things are different.  The wonderful mountain home is no longer in our family so the gathering place is gone.  Circumstances unfolded so that it didn't work for us to be together.

And yet, we still celebrate.









We still take time to thank the many that have sacrificed for us.



We thank God for the ways He has blessed our family and our nation.

We give thanks.




We started our day with a trip to a $1 movie - Hugo.  It was a wonderful film.  Our day was a lazy one.  Smoke bombs and sparklers.  Then a trip to Kenan stadium to watch fireworks.  It wasn't the memories that we've made in the past, but new memories for today.  No matter what happens, life still goes on.  We still have much to be thankful for even in the midst of trials and troubles.

I'm thankful for so much.  I'm thankful that through good times and bad, God is close and in control and good.

 I'm thankful that even though I wasn't able to be with all of my family, I have a wonderful family to be thankful for.

With a thankful heart,
Leslie

Friday, June 22, 2012

Happy Birthday Daniel

This is a long overdue post - and I'll probably try to place it where it belongs and then add a link in it to the current date.  His birthday was over 2 months ago and the summer has just slipped by.  

My little boy is 8.  Really, I know I say this every year and with every child, but how can that be so?!  He is getting so big, but I also remind myself that he is still young too.  Its a fun age, isn't it?

We started his day at church as this was our VBS/Kids Week.  He wasn't sure he wanted to go on his birthday, but in the end decided to go.  We sang Happy Birthday to him during snack time.  (This is where I was working so it was easy to get a photo.)  

When we got home, there was more fun in store!  His brothers planned a scavenger hunt for him.  Complete with story line and lots of action.
And running around the house with friends.
And a villain.
And this is just the beginning of it being a lego kind of day.  We had a pizza lunch and then opening a few gifts.
And then we headed to the Lego store.  Daniel is captivated with Legos and he was delighted to be able to spend birthday money getting some new ones.
We made a quick stop at the Disney store.
Oh, does she love these guys!  LOL
Can you see the bag full of fun just waiting to be played with?  Filled the rest of the afternoon easily!  And much beyond that too!
We had tacos for dinner.  Its our  tradition to have whatever the birthday person wants to eat for the whole day.  :-)  And we all love tacos so this was a great meal for everyone.  Daniel is holding up 8 fingers to show his age and also has the red "you are special" plate.

No birthday would be complete without a cake.  He loves this design and has picked it for several years running.  :-)

Happy 8th Birthday precious Daniel.  I love you so much!  You were a much wanted and prayed for child!  You were wanted from the beginning and every moment since.  I love your creativity and imagination.  I love that you enjoy talking and sharing stories with me.  I love that you still enjoy cuddling up to me while we read books - and any other time too.  I love your smile and I enjoy seeing how much you have grown and matured over the last several years.

I love you forever and always.
Mommy