I'm feeling so overwhelmed and broken right now. Please pray. We have 4 family members sick with some sort of stomach virus. I'm hoping and praying that the rest of us don't come down with it. (The 3 youngest children and I are currently well.) I'm thankful for friends - one who brought some food for us and many others that are praying. My precious best friend has been over here helping me some today - please pray that she stays well too!
I'm still trying to pump and nurse Eliana. Today has been very difficult though. I don't want this to be what ends our trying to nurse.
I'm also trying to deal with other news which is breaking my heart. It's not mine to share yet.
ETA: Wanted to share a sweet moment today. I was holding Eliana and asked her "Do you love Mommy?" She responded with the biggest smile I've seen to date! It was just the right answer when I wasn' expecting one at all.
I know God is with me, but I'm feeling incredibly beat up right now. I've more than passed my limit. I have been sobbing all day long and am just worn out - physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
Flying into a storm.
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